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Track(01) Blind
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the
chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances,
I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances, what
if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Deeper,
deeper, deeper as I journey to
Live a life that seems to be
A lost reality that I can never find
No way to reach,
my inner self-esteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through
the gray that clouds my mind
This time I look to see what's between the lines
I can see, I can see,
I'm going blind x12
I'm blind x4
Track(02)Ball Tounge
There you are alone
With no hope of ever having something to be
proud of
Something earned without begging
Yes, I know you're a person. A person close to me
Who
do you think you are?
What more do you want from me?
Ball Tongue
You got the dykes off, I think
they'll mind me
Ball Tongue
The rag I'm on, we are justified
Ball Tongue
Congrats you
just fucked up my make-up and shit
Ball Tongue
What have you done for me?
Why are you at home
buried in your own self-pity?
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
Yes, I know you're the
person, the person that took time with me
Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?
Ball
Tongue
You have come to take from your buddy
Ball Tongue
You have never been so funky
Ball
Tongue
The haggle got sick of me
Ball Tongue
Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
Ball Tongue
Your
brother took it from me
Ball Tongue
Unidentified enemy
Ball Tongue
Come fucking back to
save us and gave up
Ball Tongue
They've come to deliver me
You were my brother, where does
our friendship end? x3
You were my...
I'm not going to give in
You were my brother, where does our friendship end?
x3
You were my...
I'm not going to give in
How can you fuckin doubt me, but not again...
Ball Tongue
They've
driven right by my friends
Ball Tongue
They've taken the take above me
Ball Tongue
You're
a psycho monkey
Ball Tongue
They've come to enslave me
Ball Tongue
They've jacken themselves
onto me
Ball Tongue
Your fuckin gangster signs
Ball Tongue
They've come not to save them,
but they take
Ball Tongue
Fuckin death to fuckin me
You're psycho-bot
Ball Tongue
Become
died at the techno-drom
Ball Tongue
You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
Ball
Tongue
It doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger
Ball Tongue
Can I die? Can I die?
Ball
Tongue
And then, the man kept kickin me
Ball Tongue
He gets him on, they're cool
Ball
Tongue
He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head
Ball Tongue
No more, he's rid of you.
You're a Dyke
Track(03)Need To
I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your
help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine.
Can
you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer,
I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain.
I hate you (Why are you taken?)
I
love you (I feel so helpless)
Why is it you? (Ripping my insides each time I'm with you)
Why do I cry?
Why do I really
need to?
Why? x4
Fuck you, bitch!
Need to... fuck!
I hate you (Why are you taken?)
I love you (I feel
so helpless)
Why is it you? (Ripping my insides each time I'm with you)
Why do I try?
Why do I fuckin need
to?
Fuck x6
Slut
Track(04)Clown
All right go
Four, I just said you faggot piece of shit on the ground
Four,
Four
Oh, hey what you talking about Ross.
Hey songs on, Err Err.
Hey are you saying so there's no clicks.
Hey
were recording now start.
Just fuckin do it damn it
Lets do Twist!
I wish we could put Twist on this fuckin tape.
Wanna
hear it?
Fuck you, Fuck you.
OK, you piece of shit.
Anger inside builds within my body
Why you hit me? What
have I done?
You tried to hit me...
Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your
might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you
boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I
don't run around
Trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be
Scream
at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me
I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared
to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
To come out
Hit me clown, because I'm not from your
town, hit me clown x4
Clown you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit, turn around
and get your face split
Hell you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit, turn around and
get your face split
Turn at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause
I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed
body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I'm just a fucking
little x7
Track(05)Divine
I hide only to defy you
Take away the only life inside you
I
see your face through everyone
Inside I've just begun
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out
to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down
You're gunna waste
your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering 'cause
of me, it's divine
Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me why it is you fight me
Pull down
and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said
you don't want to fight me
You wait, you don't want anyone
Oh well...
You're gunna waste your
time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering 'cause of me,
it's divine
Well fuck you
I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you
Fuck no, I'm better than
you x8
You're gunna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind
You're
suffering 'cause of me, it's divine
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You try to see what
you got
Me ripping at your brain
Track(06)Faget
HIV!
Here I am different in this normal world
Why
did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go
away
HIV!
I can see inside you fine.
This blessing in disguise. HIV!
Why do you treat me this
way?
Made the hurt stay .
I sound like I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If
you were me, what would you do?
Nothing probably, you'd just go away
I can see inside you fine, HIV!
This
blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me this way? HIV!
Made the hurt stay
Faget...Faget...Faget
Here
I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding
their heads
I am ugly, please just go away
HIV!
I can see inside you fine.
This blessing in disguise.
Why
do you treat me this way? HIV!
Made the hurt stay.
Faget pussy
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It
keeps going on day after day, son
You fake! Get away we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating
me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?
Right now I got something to say
To all the people that
think I'm strange
That I should be out of here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell to fuck
now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved
To a world that never appreciated shit
You
can suck my dick and fucking like it
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty any say
Hear my gun but he has a
body mighty anyway
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to stay
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway
Hear
my gun but he has a body mighty any say
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to stay
Hear my gun but he has a
body mighty going to stay
Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway
I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to
fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world. x3
All my life, who am I? x10
All
my life...
I'm just a faget
Faget
I'm a faget
Faget
I'm not a faget
Or am I?
I'm not a faget
Or am I?
I'm not a faget
Or am I?
Faget
You mother fucking queers
Track(07)Shoots and Ladders
Ring around a roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all
fall down x2
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden
violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
One, two, buckle
my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight
London
bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady
Nursery
rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness
that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone
This
old man came rolling home x6
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Mary had a little lamb
whose fleece was white as snow
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white
as snow
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Baa baa
black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full x2
Ring around the
roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down x2
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in
my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look
at the pages that cause all this evil
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone x3
Nick knack paddy whack,
give a dog a...
Track(08)Predictable
I can, in every way
Mistake the
pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to say?
That
I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable
I can, in every way,
Feel
the stress that tangles up inside
Too blind to see,
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run
away
To the cover of their pointless tie
You ask me
It's so predictable
I'm gonna try
I'm
gonna die
I'm gonna try
Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Who is to say?
If I have
the time, oh why
Should I pray?
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free
You
wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever
Should I?
I'm
gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
Fuck
I'm gonna try, Should I?
I'm gonna
die, Should I?
Fuck
I'm gonna try, Should I?
I'm gonna try, Should I?
Fuck
I'm
gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
Track(09)Fake
I can't stand the sight of you
I can't
stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I
can't stand, oh the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You
were just too scared to be you inside
Let it all go! x4
Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to
really be. x2
I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret
lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
Let it all go! x4
Look at you, all I
see, is a man too afraid to really be. x4
You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I
think being a person relies on one thing,
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too afraid to really
be (Be yourself, let you come through)
Someone who isn't false, who doesn't care to be (Be yourself, let you come
through) x2
Fake! x4
Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it! x8
Let it all go! x4
Let it all go!
x3
Track(10)Lies
I would like to search inside
For all
of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to?
Search through these problems
that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're so in pain
Do you
ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see
out from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I would like to search
inside
For all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your
body and let me touch you?
Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking
about your inner fears
Do you ever see out from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking
about your inner fears
I want you to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept
all these useless lies
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out
next time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain
Go!
Do
you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever
see out from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears x2
Track(11)Helmet in the Bush
I keep asking, "What's your lie?"
It is disturbing
This
isn't mine, (Why?)
Days keep passing
A lot of time, (Me?)
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep
tonight
Everyday confronted circumvents giving in
I just wanna know why?
Don't give it up
Don't
take my stick
I keep asking
"Well, again, please try?"
It is haunting
This takes my mind,
(Why?)
Days keep passing
Line after line, (Me?)
I don't feel right
Please God let don't let
me die tonight,
Die tonight, die tonight, die tonight
Everyday confronted circumvents giving in
I
just wanna know why?
Don't give it up
Don't take my stick
Please God
Please God
Please
God help me
Please God free me
Please God help me
From my painful situation
Please God
help me
Please God free me
Please God save me
From my painful situation
Please God don't
let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God
don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die
Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
Track(12)Daddy
Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now
that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son
Little child, looking so pretty
Come
out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in mind and on your flesh I'll
eat
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's
a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not
a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
Little child, looking
so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As
a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I scream
No one
hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
It's
all right
Raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And
fuck
Your own child
I screamed
No one hears me
It hurt
As a child
tied down
no
one hit me
it hurt
little child
I speak
no one hears me (it hurt!)
It hurt
As a child
tied
down
That's a good boy (Mom Why!)
And fuck
Your own child
I speak
No one hears me
It hurt (Mom Why!)
As
a child
tied down
No one hears me
Mommy why?
Your own child
I didn't touch you there
Mama
said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared
Little child,
looking so sweet
A rape in mind and on your flesh I'll eat
You've raped
I feel dirty
It
hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I scream
No
one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your
own child
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
Not a lair
My god
Saw you watching
Daddy
why?
Your own child
Yer scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw
you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
Not
a lair
My god
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It
hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
I fucking hate you
Mother fucker
Mother Fucker I fucking hate you fuck you
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life
I
wanted to die
I'm sick of it, motherfucker . . . oh oh
Why'd you fuckin do it to me?
I Hate You
I
Fuckin Hate You
I Hate You
Piece of shit
Why?
I Hate You
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