Track(01) Dead
All
I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Everytime
I get ahead I feel more dead
Track(02) Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired My
time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes, that's ok Hear what others say I'm
here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me
Day, is here fading That's
when, I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can't always say 'It's
gonna be better tomorrow' Falling away from me Falling away from me
Beating me down Beating
me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me Down,
down Into the ground
(falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling
away from me) It's lost and can't be found (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling
away from me) Slow it down
Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into
the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground
Pressuring
me, they won't go away So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down Beating
me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me Down,
down Into the ground
Track(03) Trash
How
did it start? Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see flesh and it smells fresh and
it's just there for the taking These little girls, they make me feel so god dam exhilarated I fill
them up, I can't give it up The pain, I'm just erasing
I tell my lies, and I despise every
second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you?
Your
feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly
hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why
its hurts me All I wanna is get with you and make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience? All
it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away
I tell my
lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what
the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My
heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I tell my lies, and I despise every
second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you?
Your
feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly
hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away
Just throw you away
Track(04)
4 U
This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think
it's about me I'm about to break Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life, of misery
and hate? You will never know What I've done for you What you all Put me through I
do it for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you
Track(05)
Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed There is evil
in my head Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free
God
dam you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg
for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You
won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Tell me, how could this fade? I am going in insane And
I could not have my pain Everyone please let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and
I am free
God dam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You
won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come
on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame I'm
not insane The things I feel now Aren't the same Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks? I
just know one thing I won't give up
Everyone just let me be
God dam you say you'll get
up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God
dam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be
there for me, beg for me
Be there, for me
Track(06) Make Me
Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such
a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead
it's all the same (it's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel sickness In
You
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The
flesh made me bad
All I do is look for you I need a fix You need it to Just to get
some sort of attention Attention
What does it mean to you? For me, it's something I just do I
want something I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No,
not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh made me bad
Track(07) It's Gonna Go Away
Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold And
I got a life, I live it up I live it up
(It's gonna go away)
I don't want this to go away (go
away) I'm so scared (oh so scared) I can't think of going on We all crumble We
crumble under pressure (pressure) Pressure (pressure)
(It's gonna go away)
....
go live it up We're living it up
Track(08) Wake Up
Wake the fuck up! x7
Each
day, more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try
Should
I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it? I'm not happy I
wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up! x7
I can take no more What are we fighting for? You
are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All our heads are blown Let's
take the stage And remember why we play for
No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking
shit to spite me I wish they'd just..
Wake the fuck up! x7
I can take no more What
are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All
our heads are blown Let's take the stage And remember why we play for
Remember why we play
for
Track(09) Am I Going Crazy?
Am I going crazy? Am I insane and dazed? Am
I too lost to face it? And what will it cost To escape? Nothing is right I'm so scared
Track(10)
Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see) All my life has been (taken) taken This demon (haunts
me) haunts me They're waiting (help me) Help me
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You
pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
Hey
Daddy They are taking me Away Biting Facing him (what soul) My soul They're
eating (help me) Please help me
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When
I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
They say this thing inside
me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They
tell me to hurt myself But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You
pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
Hey
daddy (waiting)
Track(11) Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you win I'm just
watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all that you hide Thought
you my friend Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone Can somebody help me? All
I need is some pain Not just for me
Giving you with this and that Giving gave me nothing back It's
all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I
am nothing
I need somebody, someone Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not
just for me
I look, a sign I need someone Inside, to help me out With what I'm
trying I'm crying I'm frying In a pile of Shit I'm dying I'm dying
I
need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone Someone
Track(12) No Way
Lately things won't go my way Lately
everything is gray It feels like something It feels like nothing
So I came too far To
end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
So I'm angry for today Anger's
the only thing I've made It feels like something No it's nothing
So I came too far To
end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
To live this way Hating, feeling,
falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but give up Falling to the place where
people know me I can't wait To give them these feelings of hating Keeping in side me For
all to take Picking at me They're ripping at me Ripping at me
So I came too far To
end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
To live this way
Track(13)
Let's Get This Party Started
When it's crying Take me on second place Which you don't often
find I see a family walking Always thinking of Being somewhere else in time So I fall
face down In a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me Please give me some of it
back The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each
time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started I'm
sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you Let's get this party started You
make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign
Time is ticking It makes
me feel content With what I have inside Constant paranoia Surrounds me Everyone I see Is
out to get me
So I fall down In a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me Please
give me some of it back The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It
doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's
get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you Let's
get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign
You
make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each
time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started I'm
sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you Let's get this party started You
make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign
Track(14)
Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane This shit is all about pain I
cannot maintain As the shit knaws inside my brain I wish you could be me And then yes
would see How tired I am And how she got the best of me At least you could look at me While
you were raping me You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe Why should I complain? At least
it helps my pain I am very cool now And it's gossip 'bout my fame
*pause*
I am going insane This shit is all about pain I
cannot maintain As the shit knaws inside my brain I wish you could be me And then yes
would see How tired I am And how you get the best of me At least you could look at me While
you are raping me You fuckin pussy
Track(15) Counting
I came back To face what's
growing in my head Please get away from me Take advantage of what I feel Yes you do One
day you'll beg for me
So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming
all my fate You will be there counting
You just see me as something you throw around You were
there for me Beating down to the ground Yes it always seems You take more from me
So
I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there
counting
It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give
ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how we've just
started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I
only do it for the fun That's my game
So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As
I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting
Track(16) Dirty
Keep knocking Noones
there Pouring down Near people
I'm out here By myself All alone Ready
to blow my head off! I hurt so bad inside At least you can see The world through my eyes It
stays the same I just wanna laugh again
Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't
quite there Feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty
I'm out here By
myself All alone Ready to blow my head off! I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The
world through in my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again
I'll die again I'll
die again I'll wilt again Into you You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You
dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck I will take it
I hurt
so bad inside I wish you could see The world through my eyes It stays the same I just
wanna laugh again
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